Blog Block

I haven't been able to use the computer, any PC or lappy for several days. I'm stuck on mobile which only got limited features. Been waiting to finally get my hands on computer to get my blog updated. And for many times I had lots of things going on that I wanted to blog. But right now, suddenly, I forgot all of them... Waaaaaa!

Is there something called a Blog Block? If there is one, I must be having one now. But this is probably because something is really not going well in my physical system. I cannot really focus well these past days. First because I just recovered from terrible dyspepsia. Second, I think I am having PMS or pre-menstrual symptoms.

I hope I'll get back to writing right away. A lot of thoughts in mind, and as promised, I must try my best to express all of them. Bottling up these things can make me grow crazy, but yeah, I kinda lived with that already. Hahaha...

Oh well, what can I say?

There are things that I want to blog about such as:

~how internet could be a contribution to climate change and global warming

~what the Bible says about the end times

~my feelings for someone I love

~some of my original character designs

~my dreams in becoming an animator someday, or any kind of artist...

and many more! I hope this April I would be able to carry out bloggin' all these things... ^^,

Terrible Stomach Ache!!!

Woke up around midnight from a terrible dream. It was all about the guy I love, falling out of love on me. As I was in the midst of my drama, I felt my tummy so bloated. I sat up and tried to feel my stomach and I felt nauseous. Of course the jackfruit I ate was already on my mind. Who knew that I should not drink water right after I eat langka? (Pinoy for jackfruit)

Anyway, spent the whole night away and enduring the most excruciating stomach ache I had. Not to gross out all yah, but yes, everything came along with it-- the unpleasant bowel movement, the puke episodes, the gases and I was groaning all night. Huhuhu--can't sleep. Moreso, can't eat and I am growing hungry.

Afraid to get dehydrated and faint, I called my mom to watch out for me. My mom's always the best. Ma's hand is so warm and for her to just hold my hand while I endure the pain is just enough for me to know that my mom loves me and is taking care of me.

And so, the whole morning til early afternoon, I slept and rested, catching up. Currently, I'm relieving myself of the gases that causes my flatulence--makes my tummy hurt. Gladly, I am now able to use the PC. Pain is still there, but more tolerable now.

I just want to thank God that I am okay. Yeah of course, I could overcome it. But really, I must say, He was there when I was in pain. The important thing is, I am glad He was with me all throughout. I could have died of dehydration-- I lost a lot of fluids.

And so, that was the tragic thing that hapened... hahaha! ^_^

My Digital Appearance

I don't want anyone to make and stick on what their first impression on me. I'm consistently changing and this is just my personality.

At times, I am very much talkative and chatty. Unafraid and unhindered to express my thoughts and knowledge, my own opinions and dreams.

For me, self expression is very much important-- not because I have lots of things to share to the world, not because I am very knowledgeable or smart or talented that I for one should be heard of. For me, it's important to express, even if no one's interested or even being unheard of. If you could check out my stats, basically i have no followers.

Well, I am not after stats anyway. It just feels liberating to freely express yourself and if anyone comes along the way and finds the same interests as you do, is very heart warming and encouraging to. But I already expect that a lot of people would not agree with me-- despite the many people that would.

But oh...

There are times that I am very quiet. Let's say I don't like to talk about some certain things that is on my mind.

This happens a lot when you're personally with me and people are discussing about things. Many times I just keep my opinions to myself whether I agree with them or not. At times I do need to stand up and have to give a say, but sometimes, I wait to be asked. And most of the times I don't say entirely what's on my mind. Even if I give an opinion, it's just a little glimpse on what my real and full opinion is.

However, for this blog. I created this to just express my thoughts on things I don't usually discuss personally. In this blog, I also try to avoid words that are hard to understand by readers who might be finding it difficult. In other words, sentences as simply constructed as I can, friendly even for those readers who cannot understand English that much.

Thank You for your time dear friends!

I don't write to bore nor I do write to entertain.

This is just Little Maddy speaking.

^__^

Who is Maddy? A Welcome to the Blog World

No, it's not my first time here, anyway...

But hey, it's been aeons since I went back to blogging and suddenly, I just wanted to do it again. Primary and foremost reason is just to freely express my thoughts and my interest. Hmmm, journal? I don't think I could consider this one. However, it will greatly tell stories of who I really am, nuggets of my life.